12.9.12

Today marks the day my very good friend became an orphan.  As I went to bed last night (today) I thought about what she would be feeling.. and I know that i do not know nor could I know.  I have chosen to proclaim the title of orphan when in reality I am a motherless mother.  To my dearest  friend, I know that both your mom and dad are looking down upon you and your famly with the biggest smiles of utmost pride.  I believe they are enjoying life together in a place where no one has to worry about her driving.... Wishing you a fond memory and a happy heart for they are together and not suffering.
When I think about all that my friend has accomplished and how wonderful she is, I think about the grace and courage she exhibits on a daily basis....
I woke up this morning and did not want to have the conversation , but I did. I was direct and to the point and although the person does not recall the conversation, I felt a little better knowing I said what I needed to say.  However, the cold damp weather and the knowledge that I would run into several people this morning, really made it difficult to want more than to stay in bed.  I did go and am grateful.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will direct your paths.

Proverbs 3, 5-6

This afternoon, the children and I will go listen to our friend and the rest of the Chamber singers.  I am sure it will be lovely music.  May you have an enjoyable Spiritual Sunday and may you have a marvelous Monday.