Monday, December 17, 2012

12.17.12

As I began this day, I said an extra prayer for the guidance to make it alright for all those I would be around today.  I understand that when I allow the fears to paralyze me, it's not living life..   Over the last month, I have heard many people say "Where is God", "How could A God allow this?" "Any God who does this, I do not want to believe in".... first over Hurricane Sandy then over the tragedy at Sandy Hook Elementary School... I understand the frustration of not understanding these events, I understand the desperation of wanting answers... and I understand the need to "blame"... but I truly believe that when I blamed God for my mother's death and for other things, I was not living life.  I really have accepted that God is not to blame for bad things, God is with us ALL the time... during the good and the bad, God is the one constant if you allow... Of course this is my belief and I understand that you will have your own, I choose to believe this as He will provide what we need.
 2  I say to the Lord, “You are my Lord;
    apart from you I have no good thing.” 
11 You make known to me the path of life;
    you will fill me with joy in your presence,
    with eternal pleasures at your right hand.- Psalm 16

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