Saturday, January 5, 2013

1.5.13



So many times today I kept saying this!!!
Mainly because if Pastor Mary was around me.. well she would just look at me and say it..  I am not feeling well and getting upset seems to make the throbbing in my head worse... I know logical thinking going on here... lol
Today has been one of those days that being a single mom... I need the reminders from above I am not alone.  And that I need to let things go... REALLY.
So hard to believe that 6 months has gone by already. My little girl is 5.5 today.  While looking for a funny video of her I came across a picture from three years ago this afternoon.... Remember last night... "Eyes" well look at those eyes.. OKAY I saw this face a lot today from this sweet angelic child.... and then this afternoon, after a screaming fit... she took this picture.. And as much as some things change, some things do not.. My daughter still loves her fleecy PJ nightgowns...
I find myself saying..."When we all finally become well again... tings may not be so crazy..." who am I kidding? It's the story of my life... HECTIC... Perhaps learning to do more for others is really going to help me calm down... As I have recently come into contact with someone for whom, I truly believe the Holy Spirit has her hand in guiding us together. Not in any other way then for me to help her find her way to a welcoming church.  I hope that she will stop listening to her upbringing and allow herself to be who she is (a wonderful person) and find a home like I have.

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