1.18.13

Exactly one year ago, I heard a voice... a very loud voice.  This voice had never been heard before this moment.... it was my own voice, screaming inside about what I no longer wanted and what I was going to do.  Although today is filled with emotions and feelings, it was what I wanted, and I followed through .  It is not easy (no life ever should) but I am doing it, some moments are better than others.
This morning as I sat in a quiet classroom, the sun seemed to have disappeared.  I looked out the window and this is what I saw.  As I looked at it, I realized that no matter how dark today was (emotions and feelings from the past) there IS a glimmer of light.... knowing I am not alone.  "The dawn from on high will break upon us"---- If we allow it.
Dear Heavenly Father,
I ask that tonight as always we keep those who need you the most in your prayers... Especially Lee who is in the hospital and for those who are caring for him and those who are worrying about him.. Please look after his wife, his children and his grandchildren...
Amen