Tonight we were asked why some people feel they cannot say how they feel.. There are many times I feel this. In a group whether large or small....a group of my peers some how I lose my voice... Anyone who knows me.. may laugh at that image.. me not saying what I think or how I feel... but it's true. Put me a in a group and sometimes the most I will say is my name. Why does this occur, I'm not sure. Sometimes it's because it takes a while to take it all in and process it... other times, it's that comfort level... and why I can say this blog over these months has helped to make things sometimes more clear. It has been noticed that I have not posted more than prayer requests and my blog on FB and that my blog recently has mostly been prayers. It's not that I am not grateful... this has just been an exhausting week and sometimes when I try to write the only thing I can say is a prayer.
As tonight came to an end.. I thought about what I would write and remembered as someone said... I do not have to do it every night... I am so grateful to the friendship and fellowship that allowed me to be an adult and to laugh tonight. Thank you to Pastor Beth for an enjoyable conversation and to JJ for making my face hurt from laughing so hard...
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