Tuesday, August 28, 2012

8.28.12 Evening

1 You have searched me, Lord,
and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue
you, Lord, know it completely.
5 You hem me in behind and before,
and you lay your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.- psalm 139


I talk about the lessons in life that we must learn from. This has been a REALLY big one. As it comes closer to an end, it will forever change how I live my life. I will make better choices being led by our Lord.

I did IT!!!! I faced a fear and it wasn't as bad as I had felt it would be.  I will remember that when the second part of it happens... I will try not to allow my "fear" to over take the situation.  I am completely grateful for the gracious and generous person who came with me.  I think the idea of a  peaceful companion made it so less scary.  I knew I would be alright!  So here I am, I feel like a different person that I was this afternoon.  I feel another weight removed off the shoulders.  I am so blessed and so grateful for all the support and love...  I do feel it. .and I do appreciate all the prayers... I cannot go into detail, but please know I am ok. 

I sit here in quiet, and think about all that has been going on.. I finally can feel it....it's really a sense of what I have done and what there is still to come... Yes, there are things, but nothing I can't handle with you by my side... Thank you. 


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