Monday, August 13, 2012

8.13.12 Evening

OK those who know me really well know my General Hospital obsession/connection (with my mom) and understand how I use it to escape from reality sometimes... Can't escape (today's episode is where a couple decides to get divorced). And people say things do not happen for a reason.. REALLY? I completely believe that things do happen and that there is a higher being placing us in specific moments to learn a lesson!  
This storyline is finished, it's now time to move on with my new script in hand.  So many people told me over the last few months, you may not feel anything now, but on that day you will. I felt things, but not what people told me I would. I had my moments last night where I questioned how I got here and what my mom would say. Before you ask, I couldn't come up with anything. It's such a foreign concept to think what my mom would say or do for me at this point in my life. I am not saying she would not have, I just can't even imagine it. I appreciate the texts and emails and the support I felt all the love,  really you are all wonderful... THANK YOU.... most of all I thank God, for providing me with what I needed to get through it. 
When I woke up this morning I thanked our Heavenly Father for sending me his daughter to help me through today... Pastor Mary knew exactly what I needed at every moment!  She tried to get me to express my feelings.  She knew when to be silent, when to speak and exactly what to say, (when to tell a joke or share a memory or a story)  or when just to listen, LOL she even knew I probably hadn't eaten and then only pushed for me to eat just a little.  THANK YOU so much not only for this morning (and brunch) but for being that person who makes IT all make sense.  She said she tries, but really she does... I dare anyone to read this and tell me it doesn't make you want to be a better person? http://www.holytrinity-elca.org/index.php/articles/sermons/48-august-11-12-2012
Perhaps DARE is the wrong word.. because if it doesn't make you want to be a better person, I am not sure I really want to know.. lol Have a a great rest of the night and tomorrow morning Take the time to teach two people something... after all it's Teaching Tuesday...

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