I am grateful we were well enough to attend Church today, I am. I am grateful for the patience that everyone has who sits around us. I am even more grateful for those who try to tell me it's ok. The reality is though, it is NOT. I am frustrated and do not know what to do anymore. My daughter's behavior is getting worse. If she isn't jumping and yelling, she is talking through the entire service. I do not blame the older women who shhhd her, really I do not. It is not peaceful, people come to Church to listen, and she is preventing that. I am embarrassed and feel bad. I have tried to ignore the behaviors, I have tried to praise the good, I have tried to keep her busy, I have tried to entertain. I am at that point, I just do not know what to do. I won't stop taking her, because I know that isn't the answer.. but really what is the answer? Even my friend said that she couldn't hear Pastor Arnie and understands now why I leave more stressed out, I felt awful.
Tomorrow will be a marvelous Monday.....
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