8.12.12 Evening

As I sit here in complete silence, I reflect on what the future holds... Nobody but God really knows.  I know what the immediate week may bring, but not how I or anyone else will react from the events.  I wish to live my life in a manner that will obey God.  I will watch what I say and what I do more as I wish the same for my children. I do understand, I will help them along by setting a better example.  I will also try to remember when I am losing my patience, to ask myself, is this something that God would be so upset about? As so eloquently explained today by PM.  Thank you for that gentle reminder. 
As this week begins, I am trying to be more courageous.  I am having a mom moment.  I am thinking of what my mom would say and if she were here what she would do.  I am grateful that I won't be alone, THANK YOU for saying yes.