6/4/2014

I wish I could tell you exactly what was said.  I wish I could tell you exactly what happened.  I wish I could tell you it was a pretty sight... I can't.  What I can tell you,  I was given the opportunity to attend a healing service tonight, and it was really needed.  From the gathering hymn (fighting the tears) to the Homily my emotions started immediately.  I did get the message: Trusting in God, really trusting in God and letting go of the fears and the things I should not control...  I understand I am the one that is preventing myself from seeing what God is trying to show me.  I understand I am the one who needs to have faith.  I understand that I need to do what I can do for myself and my children and that I am doing the best I can.  I understand that although the fear of not having a paycheck is there, I need to have faith, the right thing will come along... Its all up to me.  Nobody else can do this for me.. I need to...." LET GO, LET GOD"..  So that "The dawn from on high will break upon us"