Wednesday, May 21, 2014

5/21/14

Perhaps taking the journey we don't want to take,- is the answers to our prayers.... Did you ever get the feeling sometimes it is more than it seems.  I recall soon after my divorce taking my first trip to Va... I recall the scared yet determined feeling... and the accomplishment I felt after I arrived back safe and sound.  I recall the time the bus almost took us out and how that took me on the journey of opening my heart and mind back up to the world of Faith.
I was ordered to go to Camden today, although I was beyond nervous and annoyed I did as I was instructed to do.  I had no idea where I was going was not in the heart of Camden.. I did not know I would feel relatively safe.. I only knew I was annoyed, scared, and nervous.  I wasn't realizing till tonight.... perhaps it is exactly what I needed to see God is answering my prayer.... I had time to breathe.  Although I was nervous I put on music (normally do not do that) and I just drove.  I didn't stress over EVERYTHING.... I stressed about directions and the rain but I did it.. I did what I needed to do.  I made it through and am better for it.  I am blessed.
Dear Heavenly Father,
As I continue to go down this path, please continue to give me the answers.  I will try to do better to be more open minded to what each circumstance is teaching me.
Amen

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