12/14/13

I really do try.  I really do try to not worry about things.  I really do try to just let things happen.  I really do try to let things be as they will, knowing that I have God and those who love me on my side. Yet, things are worrying me and when they do worry me, it really does weigh heavy on not just my shoulders.  

There really is just too many things sometimes all at once.  I wish I had the strength,  I wish I was strong enough, I wish all that I do try was enough.  I fear its not.  I do not want to lose sight of the important people in my life.  I really am committed to being a better person.  I know that I am in need of a good night sleep and certainly hearing Pastor Mary tomorrow will help.  Dear Heavenly Father, As we try so hard to find a gift for those on our list, let's remember those men and women who only wish to make it home to their families.  Those families who are remembering their lost ones (a year ago and others), and May we all remember those who are less fortunate and may we all remember the true blessings of Christmas.  Amen