2.22.13

This morning I started this day with the greatest of intentions.. (more like denial and pushing aside any and all emotions).  Once again the Holy Spirit worked her hand into helping me through today... I received an email shortly after someone reminded me of what this weekend would bring.... "...I give thanks for the gift of you in this world! You, Jordan, Mackenzie are on my heart as you prepare to send them off ......When I'm facing an especially daunting challenge, these words  of Jesus, routed to us through St. Paul, help me: "My grace is sufficient for you. Power is made perfect in weakness." Really, needed this email and appreciate it, so much.  As busy as I was... there were moments when I needed to remind myself how grateful I am that my children will have another person (soon to be two) to care and love them.  Tonight the first phone call was a difficult one... I remained positive and happy and encouraged them to have a blast... afterward, I cried in my friend's arms.  I am so grateful not to be alone tonight.  Then the second call came...this time, face time.... I dreaded picking it up... I knew I had to really show no emotions, but be the mom and let her know she was alright and would have fun... then once again, I cried.  Soon after  my friend gave me a gift that touched me more than anything ever will... a beautiful friends forever necklace.  I know I said it last night... I will say it again... I am so grateful for my friends.. especially this weekend... Thank you..... I adore you...

As tomorrow morning surprises each of us with many thoughts.. .may each of us spend some time with someone we care about and share the memories that will make it a superb Saturday....